Here I go again
Wednesday, November 23, 2011 @ 12:26 AM
The hollow feeling when you know you're there for your friends when they needed you but they couldn't do the same and you are just left aside thinking do you really mean something in someone else's eyes.
Sometimes I blame myself for expecting too much from other people and myself when I know all I get will be disappointment. Like what the others said " The bigger the expectation, the bigger the disappointment will be. " But humans just can't stop expecting things, isn't it ?
Laughing in the day and thinking too much during the night. Life of a joker. People always think that those who always joke around won't be emotional, even if they do, they can handle it.
NO.
People always think they can joke with you till they think they don't have to give you the basic respect because " YOU CAN TAKE IT, YOU CAN PLAY "
Seriously ?
Even a sentence of expression of my misery on Twitter, people thought I'm playing and gave me some fucktard replies.
I hope the tables turn.
